All my life I've been taking shit from older females. And love also.
Now I'm getting shit from older females without love. Only a paycheck for a few times.
What the hell happened ?
I try to be good at everything I do. But everything I touch breaks.
I've done with drugs, I know Jesus doesn't wan't me to abuse them too much. But a drink once in a while won't do any harm, even He knows it.
So happy birthday Estonia again. You're great and independent, hooray for You.

I love women,
I love Russians,
I love a Finnish gal,
I love Estonians,
I love medicine and words.
I love backpacks.
I hate sleeping alone, there's no one to bring me water if I can't do it myself.. no one to wake me up.

Next time I'll try to write a 100 reasons to kill myself, wait for it.
What happened to my dream to create a porn empire ?!
The law says I can't drink and the other law says I can drink almost everywhere.
This country is so screwed that we mention it daily because it doesn't make any sense at all compared to the rest of the world. It is so small that we think of crazy and hilarious things we are number 1 in Europe or the world just to feel "big and important".

I could use a good old tune and a White Russian right about now.
Adios.