VANAEMA

Liis Lemsalu jätsi reklaam tuleb telkust...
Vanaema:"Lolli näoga kass ees ja taga... õudne!"

Järgmisena tuleb Eddie Murphy reklaam mingist filmist
Vanaema:"See neeger haugub ja räuskab nii kõvasti, et pean kõrvad kinni katma."
Katabki kõrvad kinni..

Kundalini is called an "Igneous Power" or "Serpentine Fire".The phenomenology of awakened kundalini is listed in Table 1: Effects of Kundalini [based on White (1990) and Mookerjee (1986)]. Kundalini awakening encompasses the whole gamut of personal human experience: there are alterations at physiological, sensory, emotional, cognitive and spiritual levels. The changes produced by awakened kundalini are so drastic from our usual states of consciousness that it is reasonable to say that a person undergoing awakened kundalini is experiencing an altered state of consciousness (ASC). The person is undergoing a variety of physiological alterations including sensations of shivers or tremors moving up and down the spine, displaying spontaneous motor movements in the form of dance, hand gestures, or asañas (sitting postures practiced in Hatha yoga), experiencing spontaneous alterations in breathing, may spontaneously cry or laugh (usually unassociated with emotional reactions) and is also experiencing alterations in perception of body temperature. At the sensory level, both audio and visual hallucinations or visions are prominent including visions of extremely beautiful and dynamically moving geometrical figures. Also, kinesthetic and somesthetic sensations (i.e. sensations of body motion and body position, respectively) may be altered such that the person perceives themself as very large or very small. Emotionally, the person is experiencing extremes of emotions: usually either pure bliss and ecstasy or extreme fear. Empathy with others is substantially enhanced. Drastic cognitive alterations also occur. The mind and thought process accelerate greatly, the scope and depth of the thought process expand tremendously and even ordinary objects and events are perceived to have tremendous scope and consequences. Direct intuition completely supersedes ordinary logical thinking and questions that come into the mind are directly answered with clarity and conviction through heightened intuitive processes. As well, a variety of psychic powers may potentially manifest including visions of past lives, clairvoyant visions (which could be classified as visual hallucinations), and clairaudience (audio hallucinations), amongst others.As we will see below in tying together kundalini with hallucinogenic drug effects, such consequences usually manifest as the exposure of deep seated emotional scars and the psychological catastrophe of having ones cherished beliefs destroyed before oneself , and possibly, the destruction on one's sense of self (ego loss). In all of these cases, the circumstance is cathartic and related to the kundalini burning away unnecessary residues from consciousness. Though painful, such experiences in the long run are highly therapeutic.


Kundalini (Sanskrit kuṇḍalinī, "coiled one"), in the concept of Dharma, refers to a form of primal energy (or shakti) said to be located at the base of the spine. Different spiritual traditions teach methods of "awakening" kundalini for the purpose of reaching spiritual enlightenment and a range of supernormal powers. The concept of Kundalini as “the figure of a coiled female serpent—a female serpent goddess not of “gross” but of “subtle” substance—which is to be thought of as residing in a torpid, slumbering state in a subtle center, the first of the seven, near the base of the spine: the aim of the yoga then being to rouse this serpent, lift her head, and bring her up a subtle nerve or channel of the spine to the so-called “thousand-petaled lotus” (Sahasrara) at the crown of the head . . . She, rising from the lowest to the highest lotus center, will pass through and wake the five between, and with each waking the psychology and personality of the practitioner will be altogether and fundamentally transformed.”


Kundalini awakening is said to result from deep meditation, and consequently enlightenment and bliss. This awakening involves the Kundalini physically moving up the central channel to reach within the Sahasrara Chakra at the top of the head. Many systems of yoga focus on awakening Kundalini through meditation, pranayama breathing, the practice of asana and chanting of mantras. In physical terms, the Kundalini experience is frequently reported to be a feeling of electric current running along the spine.

Started with 2 sleeping pills and one rivotril tablet, couple of beers and a spliff by the side. We started mixing, got some speed and eventually it was the 8th hour messing around with the decks. Then someone introduced a drug that was suppoused to be kethamine. At this moment i tried to remember everything i should have known about it - "you never know what you gon' get"
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My closest guess so far is 2cb or 5miopt or 25b or amt or you could go on. 
There were 6 small lines about a half an inch, i snorted 1,5 or 2, kinda across, not down the street. I remember snorting just a little bit of it a week ago, it was a warm rush and straight to the head and disappeared just like that. I also member that other folks were crawling on the floor and not beeing able to see me. After doing this, the first picture in my head is a puppet master and me being the puppet. Next thing i am thrown against the wall from the inside. I fall down, cannot make eye contact and just coiling in the corner, mixed feelings of pleasure and sickness. I become sad, serious, happy, loonatic, kept together 
B and exploited at the same time. One of the girls is trying to talk to me and at this point i already knon what she is going to say.
Spinal twisting, eyes pressing out of my head, vertigo, pissing rainbow, mood and emotion elevation, a Spawn/Venom like feeling.

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Tahan Sinuga vananeda, kehakattest vabaneda, hommikuni armatseda.. toita tundeid ning igatseda. Pilk nüüd maas ning see miski närib, meel on närvis - hirm ja kätevärin. Püüa mõtted kinni! Mu paat vajub kreeni, parem vaiki siingi ning ära otsi veeni. Hoia oma staatust, pole vaja hajutada kahtlusi. Elu-surma ultimaatum.. uimastite ajastu. Väldi vanu kõhklusi!